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so anyway senior year sucks.
i hate everyone in my school. probably cept for drew.
i hope everyone just dies.
me and richie are asian guys in the play.
its funny.
i fucking hate my physics/math teacher and i hope he fucking chokes on a big ugly dick and drops the fuck dead.
can you tell im not in a good mood?
ha.
fuck this shit.
i havent been on it in awhile, and i didnt miss it that much.
talk to me on myspace if you want to talk. fuck this
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so today is the last official day before summer is over.
i have school tomorow. first an update, then shouts.
so today i was supposed to see my two friends mike and jess. they were gonna take the train up here. from pakaka. but mikey got grounded so he couldnt come.
so instead i suprised them and went up there.
we went to the mall and hung around. but it was pretty fun.
we ran into my cousin bri and her friend. we also got grilled by these guido kids. but yeah. we had so much fun. and i had a happy day.
k. shouts.
ive been doing this for awhile. first of all. i wouldnt have made it through the summer without my friends. especially the few that im going to mention. they're not in any order.
Amanda.
holy shit. i remember like last year i think i used to like hate you or something. we didnt like eachother too much. but this summer we've gotten so fucking close that im practically attatched to you at the hip or something. haha. you are my bestest friend ever and i trust you with my life. thank you for all the shit you helped me through. and you are the craziest fucking girl ive ever met in my life, but that's just another reason why i love you so much. like the time when we were running through the galleria screaming hxc music. LMAO. and the parties. holy shit. good fucking times. whether it be going 120 in the car to go buy cigarettes at 6 in the morning or running around your house finding 40's everywhere OR blasting music in coreys car and dancing naked in the driveway. im gonna miss partying every fucking night and not sleeping. and i know the partys wont stop. but yeah. i love you so much amanda. and this year is gonna be even crazier than last. <3333333333333333
Nicky.
ohh mannn nick. a lot of shit has happened. i remember first hanging out with you. and then getting into a fight and hating you for awhile. but im glad that all that is over with. because you're my best guy friend. our trips to the city were mad fun. even though half the time i was complaining because i hadda peee. hahaha. warped tour was amazing. and i love your mom. whether she's hitting you or calling you a chimney or running over a skunk while she's driving me home. LMAO. i love you nick.
Dawnie
Dawnieeeee. im upset that we've become very distant this summer. i mean, i know part of it is because you working and shit. but yeah. and i know the other part is because of yeah. im not gona say it becuase its gonna come out mean. but yeah. it was fun hanging around listening to your speakers. and running around the galleria because you were hungry and wanted mcdonalds.
or when we were at amanda's chugging beer out of coreys thingy. haha. and i still cant stop doing the noises we make. mememememeememememememmeee. HAAAAAA. good luck with your classes and stuff. and have fun in petland while im at school. ily dawnie.
Andy and Vanessa.
id put you guys seperately but i dont think i can say a lot. so yeah. but i love you both. so much. and i am so fucking happy i met you this summer. you guys mean the world to me. vanessa. you are the cutest thing ever. especially when you're high and saying your legs feel like jello. =]. Andy, thank you for putting up with me, for listening to my shit, and for all the advice. you mean a lot to me. and you made me feel better so many times i cant even count. AND EVEN THOUGH I HATE YOU BOTH FOR MAKING ME DO TRIPLE C'S ILL GET OVER IT. hahahahahahahahahaha.<3 im really happy you guys arent going away for college so ill still be able to see you once in awhile. i love you both. so much. thank you for everything. srsly.
Drewww
okay. so drew. to be totally honest. im putting you up here because you told me to.
but i love you. a lot. and im sorry we didnt really get to hang out this summer. even though we've both been working and shit.
but hey. starting tomorow we'll be talking a lot more. because of school. and i cant survive a whole day without you so yeah. but i love you a lot. and ill see you tomorow.
everyone else.
thanks for making my summer as amazing as it was. i love you all. <3
my dad's being an asshole because he's making me shut my computer off at 930.
so yeah.
im out niggas.
let it rain
clear it out
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hey.
summer's almost over.
im kinda sad about it.
but im kinda happy too.
its just annoying.
that people are starting shit already.
especially the same fucking homo that was trying to start rumors during the school year.
its not my fucking fault you're the gay one and you want to get in my fucking pants, but you cant because im fucking straight.
that doesnt give you any right to go telling people im gay and i have a boyfriend.
but whatever. keep talking shit.
you'll see waht happens.
ugh.
im gonna miss maybe five people this year.
chris christian matt amanda and ellen
the rest of you can go suck my fucking dick.
i hate you all.
but whatever. this year's going to be amazing.
the plays are gonna be amazing. its gonna be me drew and richie.
its gonna be awsome. i cant fucking wait for that. and then after this year im gonna go away to college and i neve rhave to see any person from my school ever again. i cant fucking wait.
shouts to all my close friends this summer.
nick AMANDA dawn mikey justin brandon brittany jamie charlotte andy corey vanessa robbie
angel ashley felicia shana justin and of course all the gangsta kids that scare the shit out of me half the time. <3
im out, nigga.
peace.
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oh shit.
i havent been on this in forever.
well.
so much shit has been going on lately.
ive been hanging out in the city alot
i have a bunch of different friends now
and of course, a bunch of new fucking drama.
fucking. ugh. i cant take it.
but besides that. first.
i still dont know waht i got on my AP tests. idk how to find out.
im retaking the SATs in october.
i got my acts back. and i cant read the fucking thing. but i think i did pretty well.
but yeah.
hmmmm.
i work at hot topic. in the galleria now.
my first day is august 13th.
no i will not give you discounts.
and idc if you're my friend. if i catch you stealing im ratting you out to a manager. so dont steal when im working.
yesterday was a bowling alley show.
i had so much fucking fun.
i love the cleavagents so much.
the new cd is awsome.
so basically i hang out with amanda,ashley,jazlyn,mary, dawn, joey, nick, and frankie and jeff. and jessica and kaitlin. they're the new posse. i guess. amanda and nick are like my best friends.
and of course there's all the gangsta peoples that i dont really tlak to but they're cool too.
frankie's down for the summer so we try and hang out as much as we can.
and i think richie went to cali. so ill prob hang with meghan too.
so yeah.
i have to still read my summer reading shit.
my classes for next year are amazing.
college lit
drama
physics honors.
AP world history
Pre calculus honors
Religion.(ugh)
and i think that's it.
im gonna try and do vocal arts as well again.
even though the teacher can be the biggest bitch.
but whatev.
im kind of excited.
and im also excited because after this year. im off to college. and i dont have to deal with these people and no more drama and ugh i
cant wait.
ill be all grown up.
and im dying my hair. and piercing my ears and my lip. but that's another story. heh. =)
random, but. chris engler. i miss you. something reminded me of you the other day. and i was gonna call you but i didnt. but werd.
drama is so ghey.
i hate it.
but people wont leave me alone. and its becoming my problem now.
and it's pissing me off. ugh.
i dontknow waht to do.
and people already said. just tell them to fuck off.
but its kind of a long story. and i cant just do that.
but yeah. ugh.
k i wanna end on a happy note. so uhm.
OH YEAH.
my birthday is in 2 weeks and 4 days. =)
werd.
BUT. I CANT HANG OUT.
IM HANGING OUT WITH KATHY. BECAUSE I PROMISED HER. =)
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holy shit.
i havent been on this in so long.
yeah.
life's pretty okay i gues.
been hanging in the city.
and around white plains.
hanging mainly with mah crew.
dawnie joe nick.
then ashley amanda and those biatches.
and of course the city friendss.
geo jack anthony mango nick jane melanie.
i miss some people.
i saw jackie and jenn at a show. i missed them alot. i hope we hang out with them over the summer more.
im working.
saxon woods pool. i start saturday. after my ACT's.
i did mleh on the SAT's. im scared. but im taking them over in october i think .
i have a lit paper due friday that im starting tomorow. i get out at 130 tomorow so yeah.
2 weeks. math regents. global regents. spanish regents. religion final. i have my chem final friday
i was supposed to hang out in the city saturday but i have to fucking work. and i hate it. but whatever.
i coulda went and saw alex and laine. but now i fucking cant. this job better not ruin my fucking life cuz ill quit this motherfucker. and im actually going job hunting friday at the mall cuz id rather do that. ugh.
the seniors are gone. we had the helens yesterday. we didnt really win anything. meh. but amanda sounded amazing. and the guy nominees had awsome voices. it was fun at least.
i cant fucking wait till school's over. oh. and fuck that last day we have to come back and we get our report cards and go to a mass.
that can suck my dick. im going somewhere. fuck that shit.
i want a girlfriend. really badly. mleh.
okay imma go.
i miss you guys.
♥
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so today was pretty funny.
slept through first period. and second period. and third i took a quiz.
math was fun.
history was gay.
after that i took the speaking part of my spanish regents. and i did awsome. =)
lunch was lunch.
and we had lab. OMG. it was amazing. me and drew were partners. like always. and he squirted me wiff water. so ms cain said he hadda stay after school and go to detention and clean her room. so he made her a card. and it was like illustrated. and i twas like. drew has to take the bus to go home because he has lots of things to do this afternoon. but it said that in a series of pictures.
so she drew him some too. hers was like. him squirting me wiff water and it said " drew is mean spirited. he doesnt turn in his work. he hates chemistry. now he has detention."
so he went back. and drew her another one.
it said. ms cain screams at us for no reason.
she tries to pretend she knows how to teach.
her voice sounds like nails on a chalkboard.
i hate her.
and for the i hate her part. he drew a stick figure of him and her. and his was smiling and had a knife in his hand. oh my god. ( you kinda hadda be there. but yeah. ill scan the pics and show everyone. oh mannnn i almost peed myself)
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quick update.
friday = i hung downtown for awhile wiff dawnie and peoples. then i went to my spring concert late. didnt do the band part. cuz i hate band. sang wiff vocal arts. saw peoples. then jess picked me up. and me her james rich and luke. got so fucking high. omg. it was crazy shit.
&& FRANKIEEE CAMEEEEE =) i missed him soo much. it was crazy. but yeah.
i also yelled at this stupid bitch. it was alot of fun.
saturday. went to the city wiff frank and dominic. met up wiff ivan. then wiff melanie. then wiff anna and audri. then nickypoo and cristina. then dawn and joey. then dylan. even though she was b eing a bitch.
then we went to jacks house. met up wiff jack. geo. kris. her cousin. the funny other kid that was rapping. i dont remember his name but he was awsome anyway.
it was days like saturday that i love my life. my friends are so fucking amazing. oh man.
sunday was bs. went to my aunts house.
monday. drama club banquet. i liked it. it was cute. and no one was sad.
it was awsome.
but there was sucky food. i ate bread. the flat circle kinda bread. werd.
no school friday.
religion is still gay.
math is scaring me. cuz we have the regents june 1st.
RAWR
i love ms cain.
and drew. drew a picture of him stabbing ms cain on her laptop today. it was one of the funniest things ive ever seen. lmao.
talk toyou bitches later.
♥
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[07 May 2006|10:31pm] |
i havent written in awhile.
but yeah.
im back bitches. =)
ok. so tonight was the last night of my play, jekyll and hyde.
i was sad the whole night. cuz of everyone that's leaving next year.
i wanna write about the people that mean alot to me.
even though i know some of them are never going to read this. because you all mean so much to me, you have no idea.
this is in no order.
okay. well first i think im gonna shout out Matt Stotsky.
matt. you are so fucking amazing. i remember walking into the musical last year. and not having any idea who you were, and just hearing you belt out lyrics to god remembers what.
i honestly think you have the most amazing male voice ive ever heard. you are an incredibly talented person. and i am so glad/happy for you that you are going to school for it. because i know you are going to kick soo much ass next year. you did an amazing job at utterson, and i look forward to seeing you in lincoln center or on broadway one day. you are one of my role models. because i love singing as well. and i am going to miss you so much next year. good luck with everything.
next, i think will be jillian.
wow. you are an awsome person. you are cute, funny, sweet, nice, and i love you so much. i love talking to you and hanging out with you.i know things were kinda weird this year considering the whole you liking me thing. but honestly, i think you should have just straight out told me. i mean, ive heard it from people, but yeah. you mean alot to me. and i will tell you i dont have feelings for you like that, but i think you are amazing and one of the greatest friends i have and will have for the rest of my life. you mean the world to me. i am going to miss you so fucking much next year. im gonna miss having someone come up and bite me at every rehearsal<3
our convorsations are amazing. and we better keep in touch because i really wanna hang out with you after you leave. you besta call me<3 ily babyy.
next, fitz.
you are a really cool person. you are amazing at drawing and you are one of the strangest people i know. you make me laugh all the fucking time and you can always make me smile no matter how upset i am by either saying something stupid or making fun of something or other. ill miss you alot.
hmmmm.. Christian.
you are one of the most talented people i know. i am so inspired by your acting you have no idea. you also make me laugh all the time. you have such an amazing character. and i love you for that. i love talking to you, even if its just when you approach me and say something random, that usually makes me hysterical laughing. i hope i see you on broadway in a few years as well. and i am going to miss you so fucking much. im gonna feel kinda lost next year not having you around.
i love you alot.
drew roublick.
i love you. alot. even though you pissed me off sooo much during the year. we've had our arguments. but it's all good. you calling me emo and scene, and my hair being so amazing. it's been a really interesting year. im happy we started talking alot and got closer. you actually got me really interested in dance and thanks to that i'm taking it in college. im going to miss you alot. we need to hang out over the summer and next year.
ok this next person, is probably never going to see this. even though i kinda want her to. Amanda Donaldson. You are the most amazing person i have ever met in my entire life. i fell in love with you the day i met you. you have the most amazing voice ive ever heard(and it disappoints me that youre not persuing it) and you are amazingly beautiful. your smile brightens my day. i realy hope we hang out over the summer and talk alot and i hope to see you next year. i wish you the best of luck in college in whatever you want to do. you are simply amazing. and i love you so much you have no idea.
okay. so i think this is the last senior im gonna write something for. but he's probably the most important to me. this person is chris engler. chris. you have no idea how much i fucking love you. i look up to you as a brother, and a best friend. we got soo close this year. and im sorry it wasnt sooner. i am going to miss you like a mofo next year. i love you so much you have no fucking idea. you are funny, you're an amazing person, and you have the cutest smile ever. and i love your laugh. i love going for rides with you and smoking cigarettes, and hanging out in the city center doing nothing at all. and of course, the step step shimmy shimmy. heheh =) we def need to hang out over the summer and then next year. good luck to you in college and whatever you plan to do. you are one of the greatest friends ive ever had. and i love you so fucking much.
so underclassmen. not all of them but a few shoutouts.
julian. you are so funny and i love you and next year is gonna be awsome.
hannah and lisa. i love you both. you were the first girls i met in the drama club and you both are so sweet and made me feel so good. you're both so adorable. and next year. we're going to fucking pwn the drama club and i cant wait.
drew schuyler. you are one of my best friends. its gonna suck next year not having classes with you since i have all them with you this year. you are amazing. you always make me laugh and you know how to make me smile even at times when im sad. you mean a lot to me. next year is gonna be awsome. and i still didnt give you my mix tape i made you. and this summer we're hanging out every day. kthanks. iloveyou kidd.
richie palmer. another one of my best friends. alot of things happened this year that arent the best things, but i still love you. next year. its me and you. we're gonna be like. attatched at the hip. its going to be an amazing year with you next year.
and this summer. oh man. i cant fucking wait. i love you to death and i love everything about you. im always here for you. you're amazing.
to everyone else. i love you all. next year=kickass.
to the seniors. the best of luck to you all.
im going to miss you so much. its gonna be kinda freaky seeing you watching us on stage next year, and not being there with us.
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today. opening night.
it was pretty awsome.
we all did really well.
that part of the night made me happy.
after that it went downhill.
i had no way to get out with everyone. so i walked down to the city center. and saw dawn. that made me happy. but no one else was out. so yeah. then my dad picked me up and yelled at me and was being an asshole.
and idk if im hanging out with someone tomorow anymore and its making me really upset.
and girls make me want to die sometimes. actually most of the time.
i feel like crying. not that i havent spent the last 3 days crying over her but whatever.
sometimes i just feel like i have no one there for me.
really.
youre not a real friend if you go trying to steal someone that your friend likes. right?
yeah. thought so.
whatever. it snot the first time thats happened to me.
im used to it.
it happened last year about the same time too.
drama club, i love you all.
tomorow is going to be even more amazing than tonight was.<3
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hey.
today was. so awsome. omg.
so yeah. i visited binghamton university. and basically, planned out my next few years.
in about 2 weeks, im gonna be taking the sat, the act, and 2 AP tests. and yeah im scared out of my fucking mind. but yeah.
the college was so amazing. the dorms are awsome. the classrooms are amazing. the whole campus is HUGE. but not like overwhelmingly big. like. perfect big.
there were alot of hot girls there too.
and oh my god. i cant fucking wait.
you can do double majors.
so my life is as follows.
im going to double major, in biochemistry and psychology. and minor in theatre.
as well as taking vocal classes and dance classes.
and being in the drama theatre club, if they have one.
im going to be working my ass off. but its going to be soo worth it.
tomorow is rehearsal. im kinda excited. im bringing my hw and doing AP chem all day. since its mostly costumes and tech shit so yeah.
so i came back and hung with jen. we caught up on alot.
she's been doing really well and it makes me really happy. all my friends, including myself, have been doing alot better and it's awsome. im really happy.
my grades are getting better.
jen told me a really good quote of hers that i really like.
live every day like it's your last, but live life as if youre going to live forever.
im in such a good mood.
to all my friends, i love you guys so much.
you are seriously my life. and i love you all. i wouldnt be wehre i am right now if i havent had all of you along the way.
so thank you. all of you. so much.
i mean, yeah. i still want a girlfriend. but there's no use being upset about it all the time whe i have all my friends around me almost 24/7. love comes and goes but friends are for a lifetime.
oh mannnn i am in the most amazing mood everrrrrrrr =)
im going to sleep cuz i gota wake up early tomorow for rehearsal. 10 am. oh man. haha.
gnite ♥♥♥♥
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so i havent updated in awhile.
i dont really livejournal anymore. im too busy with myspace. lol.
but yeah. things are okay i guess.
eh. girl problems suck. and love is annoying. and frustrating but yeah.
im off this week. i had reherasal today.
tomorow im visiting a college.binghamton univ. rehearsal wed
thursday. reharsal and then im going to take action. with dawnie and nick and joe. its gonna be amazinggggg. i cant fcking wait. <3
friday. not realy sure. maybe going to chakaka to see manda and rachel and robbie and booface. if i gots money.
saturday. hopefully seeing someone in teh city. and maybe hopefully seeing suzie. hopefully will be fun.
sunday i have no idea. prob finishing the hella hw that i have. ugh.
and im off monday so werd. <3
talk to you later bitches.
im out.
pz.
♥
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hiii.
so yesterday. i had to be at my school at 12. and i tol dmy mom to wake me up cuz she hadda leave early because she was going to work. and she was gonna drive me there and i would take a bus to my school.
but she forgot, so the end of that story is when i woke up at fucking 3 in the afternoon. and i hope i dont get yelled at monday.
aanyway. i went downtown. hung wiff amanda jess ashley damien and some other peoples. and kristen and other jess. it was fun. i had some really good coffee and that made me happy. and it was soooo nice out.
im going to the city in a little while to hang wiff my friend zack cuz i havent seen him in forever because he moved to NJ but he's coming down to chill so werd.
so im off all next week. thursday = take action = amazingness = cantfuckingwait = going with dawnie and jack = <333.
werd.
so im off to go smoke a cigarette.
oh. and to all of you who dont know. i feel like telling everyone else again.
i pierced my septum =)
kbyeeee♥
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hi. today sucked.
tomorow isnt gonna be better.
religion is gay. and so is the teacher.
math was easy. i have history test tomorow.
i had lab today.
i hate rehearsal.
people are stupid fucking assholes. they cant keep their fucking mouth shut.
the show's gonna suck. not because of the actors. but because of the stupid new assholes that dont do anything but talk backstage and dont pay the fuck attention.
im sick of it. i hate rehearsal and im thinking about not doing the play at all next year. which makes me sad. but i dont want to deal witht hese fucking people again. they shouldnt even be in the show. they have no talent anyway.
i hope i did good on my report card.
i fucking hate my father.
he needs to fucking die. and leave me the fuck alone. i cant wait till college. no one is seeing me ever again. im nleaving and never coming the fuck back here. i dont give a shit.
i hope my father fucking dies asap.
no one should treat their kids they way he fucking treats me.
but whatever.
im fucking used to it.
and im also used to girls fucking with me. because yeah. thats happeneing again to me too.
now its someone else. but whatever. like i said. im used to it. i didnt think anything good was gonna happen anyway because the same shit happens to me every fucking time.
and it would also have helped ifshe didnt fucking have sex with my best friend when she knew i liked her. but whatever. im over it.
fuck people. i hate them.
the best part of my day today was after school. me matt drew and parker drove around and had a smoke and listened to music. for that good 20 mins. i was happy and i wasnt thikning ab out anything thats happening.
i need some fucking hardcore drugs.
and maybe ill get lucky and theyll just kill me.
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hey.
havent updated in awhile.
so i just hadda dl the new aim. and its really gay. i dont like it. but eh.
this weekend was alright i guess.
friday it was sooo warm out.
i hung in wp wiff everyone.
saturday i went to the city. wiff hella people. dawn joey dylan. i saw izz and her bf. and then madd hott girls from jersey came. it was amazing. alex couldnt come though. but yeah. and i made 2 new friends. cait and nora. they're wayy awsome.
we also hung wiff jane for a litle bit and chris and geo.
chris is amazing. im so happy he came. he put me in a good mood. that kid is so fucking funny.
and i just love geo. because he's geo. lol.
so jane got her monroe done. amanda got her nose. (yeah amanda came too) and dylan got her septum. it was fun stuff.
&& we saw these other girls. that thought they were hot. and they were weirdos. and yeah. and i saw jackie and emilyy.
so there's someone. from LI. and i might see them this weekend. and that makes me happy.
and no you dont know her so dont ask. kthanks =)
ugh. i hate school. and it's tomorow. and yeah. gaayayyyy.but yeah. k gnite<3
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hii.
so today was slow.
but i got through it.
religion is still gay. but ya know. i turned in a bunch of work to him so i hope im passing at least now.
i gave in a lab to ms cain. i still needa give her some more but it's a start. i figured. if i give her one more that's 3 out of 5 and that cant make me fail lab becuase its more than half. so HA. and ill do the other 2 over the weekend. and give them to her monday. or email them to her or something. but yeah.
spanish is stupid.
in math. we're doing proofs. they are so fucking fun. oh man.
history is getting better. i think im doing better. but i still dont really like it. but eh.
so next year. im taking precalc honors, college lit, ap euro, physics, drama,(gotta take religion4 ), and uhh thats it i think. i was gonna do ap spanish and hten i was like NO. and i would rather jump off a building than take ap lit.
play rehearsal was okay today. we redid murdermurder again. but i think it looks cooler now than it did last time so werd its all good.
so my favorite person in my whole school is tom.
besides being the awsomest freshman. he's just awsome and one of my really good
friends. =)
anyways. uhhh yeah. tomorow = hanging in white plainses wiff my posse.
saturday= LI&&city wiff alot of people. like really. its gonna be me dawn geo nick cristina geos gf and like 5 of her friends, shintaki sauce(LMAODAWN) amber, jessika,jennamurder,angie, lina, max, maria, hopefully alex, dylan, izzz and her boyfriend, and more peoples.
oh man.
even t hough it's supposed to rain =/ we're still gonna have an awsome time i hope.
love sucks.
it makes me sad.
i had a good convo wiff franky today about it.
we came to the conclusion that im too nice. and people take me for granted. and i see it.
and most girls see me as a really good friend and im sick of it.
so yeah. im gona turn into an asshole. and im actually kind of excited. =)
and i ate chocolate to try and make me happy. i hope it works.
but im prob just gonna get fatter. =/
goodnight.
i cant wait for school to end tomorow.
yeah.
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havent updated in awhile.
anyway.
school has been alright.
friday. i was wiff dawn and joey. and we got drunk. it was awsome.
i went home. fell on my floor and fell asleep.
oh and i repierced my lip friday night.
then i woke up at 7 in the morning and got ready and took a train to grand central and went to penn station and went to LI to see friends. it was awsome.
then i was gonna go to the city after and see people but thye couldnt go anymore so yeah.
then sunday i hung with franky and a few other people. it was kinda boring. but yeah.
monday was slow. today was alright.
tomorow will be good cuz i dont have religion. friday im hanging wiff friends.
saturday morning im going to LI again. and then after that im hanging in the city wiff dawn nick geo chris suzie and 35476787687567456 peoples.
ohhh. && dawn got assistant manager at her job so she can hang out friday and saturdays now. =)
uhhhhh yeah. thats my story.
oh. i got a new screenname. if i havent IMed you with it yet, then IM my old one for it. or comment me and ask and i'll IM you or something. werd.
so yeah. uhmm. im gonna go now.
but yeah. ive been happier with things. its good. yeah. werd.
k goodnight everyone♥
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today was slow. it felt like a friday. but it wasnt.
i hope tomorow goes by fast. ugh.
no rehearsal today. that made me happy.
i got home. fell asleep. ate some pizza. slept some more. watched tv.
i watched lost wiff my dad when he came home.
i hate my fucking brother and im taking all his shit when i leave and he's never getting it back.
and he stole my fucking axe and he claims it was his and the only reason i didnt beat the fucking shit out of him was because my dad woulda woken up and gotten mad. if not i woulda stabbed the little faggit
girls make me want to shoot myself.
and to someone else. not in my school.
youre annoying. and i hate you. and youre fucked up. and youre fake. and you try to be cool but youre not.
and stop trying to steal her from me. go die.
and seeing 2 people together tomorow night is going to hurt. alot.
ugh. i miss my kathy. i havent seen her in awhile. she always makes me happy. i wish she was around tomorow.
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hey. today was alright. school was kinda boring. went kinda slow.
i love how the assholes that make fun of you and try and start shit. just sit there and stare at you during homeroom. and they're the one calling you gay. wow.
anyways. rehearsal after school. i hung wiff drew and chris and we picked up the maria girls and went back to school for rehearsal.
im so happy that i get to sing my part a lower octave. =)
then i came home. had some pasta. then fell asleep for a little. then talked to my wifey alex <3 then she hadda go so yeah. then i went online.
and i was just on the phone with andrew. he's been like everywhere. he needs to chill again. he's been doing okay.
saturday= amazingness. friday=isabelness<3 thats my weekend for you. and hte next one = saturday city. I think/hope.
and and im redoing my lip this friday. fuck my parents. idc. my mom actually said it looks really good on me so yeah.
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hey. first update. then i have to yell at a faggit again.
the weekend was okay. friday i hung out with heather. we drove around and talked. it was fun. we had alot of fun. then i hung around white plains with people. dawnie slept over my house friday night. saturday i went to the city wiff dawn joey nick cristina richie jane chrisxcore maria dylan and yeah. funny shit happened in mcdonalds. someone almost got shot. it was crazy.
then suzie came. i said hi. she was with nick. =/ i love nick alot,he's a really good friend, but i like suzie. and it makes me really sad. so the rest of the night i was kinda feeling down. then i came back and saw kelsey james alex franky leigh kristina pam and a bunch of other people.
today i hung around my house. and talked to alex(geo's ex gf who is amazingg) for like all day. and it was really fun. she makes me really happy♥
i dont wanna go to school tomorow.
saturday im visiting a girl in LI. its gonna be fun. friday is isabel-frankie day. and dont you forget it.
so once again, a fucking flamer is trying to accuse me of being gay.
get the fuck over yourself. you're a fucking loser homo and no one likes you and youre doing this all for attention. i dont fucking care what you say about me. i practically have a fucking girlfriend. somehting you could never get in youre life because youre too fucking in love with like half the fucking boys in our school. dont IM me on 425567 different screennames calling me gay and saying i like penis. youre just jealous that i have girls everywhere and youre just a hopeless fucking homo that cant do anything right. your grades suck, you cant act or sing, and you shouldnt even be alive.
keep talking shit. it shows me how obsessed and in love with me you are. =)
fuck you.douchebag.go kill yourself
anyway. i cant wait for next weekend.
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hiii. tiring day.
school.
rehearsal.
hangingout wiff dawn and joe and peoples.
random black dude singing mr brightside with us.
it was really cold.
chainsmoking.
i luff my dawniebaby.
tomorow.
heatherfrankieday.
saturday.
cityseeing 23545675432 peoples hopefully.
right now:on the phone with alex and laine.
they're making me laugh alot.
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